new puppy [29 Oct 2004|07:57pm] [ mood | morose ] here's pictures of the new puppy...just thought i'd share. i know you all care oh so much. oh man, awesome face on my part. i think his cuteness makes up for it. he's very cute. and very, very sweet. even if he chews on my pants. he gets very, very sleepy. he's neat. aiye, we're weird and impulsive. but not with his name! OH MAN! we got him yesterday...and we can't think of a name for him yet. mom thinks pequeño(for those of you that are un-learned in the español, that means small...the male word thingy even), because he's going to be 8 pounds when he's full grown. i think...hell, i don't know what i think. oh well. and michael thinks he should be named rodney...:X no thanks. oh well. name ideas? please? oy. i'll just call him puppy for the rest of his life. does that work? no? fine. i think i'm supposed to be happier about this than i am. weird. i've always wanted another dog. and especially a puppy. but, oh well. i guess. michael is ruining it, i think. i take it back, michael IS ruining it. there's no thinking, no possibility that it's something else. nope. it's michael. michael the mother fucking asshole. i hate him. i hate him. i HATE him. WHY IN GOD'S NAME MUST HE CONTINUE TO BE HERE?!?!?! WHY THE FUCK WON'T HE JUST MOTHER FUCKING LEAVE?!?!?! *sigh* annoyededness. alright, explanations now. when we first got home with him yesterday...i was all happy about him, and *yay new puppy!* but, then, michael decides to be an ass and asks me "why don't you go and clean up cheyenne's poop in the backyard?" and he means, what are you doing being all affectionate with this new puppy when you won't even take care of your dog? which, is true. but, so i say, "can we just not be mad right now?" and then i don't remember what he said, but he said it all stupid and asshole like. and so i just said whatever and walked out into the kitchen. then, i came back out, to sorta reconcile i guess. but they were on the porch talking. so i went out. and i'm like, "this doesn't need to be some big screaming at her issue." ooh, wrong word. he was fairly certain no one was screaming. i should even ask mom. i told him i didn't think she would agree with him. he said he didn't care what i thought. i said "then we've got a problem." and then he listed off a bunch of things that i did wrong. i never help out. all i do is take, take, take and never give back. and he was yelling and getting all insane. and so i just said ok. and then i walked back into the house. and i called andrew back since he had called while i was out talking to them. and blah blah. he was in the bathroom and couldn't talk. so. uck. then, mom came out and gave me a plastic bag and said, "here, clean up the poop and that'll be the end of it." so i said ok. and then michael came out and grabbed his camera to take pictures of the puppy. and he was all cheery-like. and it just made me think, man, if i wasn't here things would go so much more smoothly for them. so, i sat in the stairwell to the basement and cried. and then hannah(my cousin, who was with us that day) came in and we talked. and then mom came in and told me to come out and stand with everyone. so blah i did. and then everyone pretended like his hissy fit didn't even happen. awesome. so that was yesterday. TODAY more stuff happened. we're still trying to think of a good name for the puppy. and so, mom started to look online for names, as i had done the night before. and so, i was talking about some of the names i like. and michael was all, "you know, your mom and i are going to be the ones taking care of this dog for the next however many years, so it can't be some weird name that i'm not going to yell out for." which pissed me off...a lot. (SIDENOTE: holy fuck, he's snoring. and it's probably the cutest thing EVER) erm. i'll tell you all about the others stuff tomorrow. 4 dusted|slay me

[05 Oct 2004|10:25pm] [ mood | in love, haha ] [ music | people on the tv talking about john edwards...*SIGH* ;P ] *ohmigod* i am so in love with john edwards. everyone, we need to vote for john kerry and john edwards. NO BUSH AND CHENEY. cheney is an old, shriveled, crusty dick. bush is a stupid, bumbling fool. kerry has some sort of dignity. and, gasp, some intelligence. and, edwards is mother fucking sweet. he's a trial lawyer. so he's fucking AWESOME. like, wow, massive quickness to strike back at cheney's childish insults. *KERRYKERRYKERRY!!!* *EDWARDSEDWARDSEDWARDS!!!!!!* mostly, just edwards. i think me and andrew should marry him. that would be an interesting love triangle. just so i know, out of like, the three people i have on my friends list, who all are you guys going to vote for, or who WOULD you vote for? slay me

[30 Sep 2004|12:18pm] The name of this case is Boy Scouts of America v. Dale. The petitioners in this case were The Boy Scouts of America, a non-profit and private organization. It is involved in teaching its members their moral codes. One of which is that homosexual activity is wrong. And, that its members should be “morally straight” and “clean.” The respondent was Dale, an assistant scoutmaster for Troop 73 in New Jersey. He had been a Scout member for 12 years, entering in 1978 at the age of 8. He was an exemplary Scout, and even achieved the rank of Eagle Scout, one of their highest honors. After being an adult member for about 1 year, the Boy Scouts learned that he was homosexual and a gay rights activist. Upon learning this they revoked his adult membership. Dale believed that his termination in Boy Scouts had violated New Jersey’s public accommodation law, the state statute prohibiting discrimination based on sexual orientation in places of public accommodation. When he filed suit in the New Jersey Superior court, they ruled in favor of the Boy Scouts. Their Appellate Division reversed the ruling in pertinent part and remanded. The State Supreme Court held that Boy Scouts had violated state statute. They also held that their First Amendment right of expressive association. They believed that the presence of Dale would not harm other members’ ability to follow through with their duties. However, when the case hit the U.S. Supreme Court, they held the opinion that the inclusion of Dale would harm the organization’s right to oppose homosexual behavior. And, that the public accommodation laws were not justification enough to take away the rights of expressive association. Therefor, ruling in favor of the Boy Scouts. I struggle with the facts of this case. The belief that homosexuality is somehow dirty bothers me greatly. But, I agree that it is a private non-profit organization, and it has its right to an opinion. And, though I do believe the exclusion of members based on their sexual orientation is wrong, it might hurt their ability to express their opinions about homosexuality. So I don’t know how this fits in with the Constitution. I haven’t decided yet. slay me

[23 Sep 2004|10:26am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | i'm not going to pretend i'm listening to music like liz did ] "you guys probably have a bunch of anti-atkins propoganda...called bread..." haha. good stuff. did you all know, that i want a tattoo? did you all know that i'm not going to get one? which makes me sorta sad. but i guess. it would take forever and day to heal anyways because of my diabetes slowing down my ability to heal. AIYE. did you all know that today should be friday? it is INSANE how much today should be friday. or at least FEELS like friday. it's very weird. i wanna make cookies. and i think i want to eat pizza. or maybe i'll just have turkey and make some mashed potatoes as well. i think i will. yes, indeed. and andrew will help, because he's going to get home around four thirty. yep. kick ass, huh? oh, of course. liz thinks i'm having issues. i think she's right. wow...the way your fingers move when you type "think" is very interesting. i'm a freak. sorry. AIYE!!! SCHOOL, BE DONE! ANDREW, COME HOME! FUN, ENSUE!!! right. slay me

[07 Sep 2004|03:36pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] i told natalie i'd put this in here. the end sort of just...craps out. i wasn't able to think about it anymore. so. ( blind writing, oooh, it sounds so deep. ) there you go. 2 dusted|slay me

[05 Sep 2004|11:24pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | shinedown - 45 ] *sigh* this is probably the most painful thing in the world. this horrible dull ache right in the center of your chest. like i've got a lump in my throat, i could cry at any given moment, and that bad tingly feeling in my chest that comes with sad things. all mixed with so much numb. BAH, i hate numb. but it's so very neccessary. i feel sad. very, very sad. oh well. i talk about my clothes again. i have new jeans. size 11. they look good. i weigh 153 or so. good stuff. it's weird. i used to barely be able to fit into a size 18. and i weighed 197. aiye. 44 pounds. bye bye. ha, i win. oh, joy. can you tell? my next batch of cookies are going to be mint chocolate chip. this will be interesting. ehhh. all done. 1 dusted|slay me

new jeans [04 Sep 2004|11:24pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | nickelback ] I GOT NEW JEANS! size 11, i kick ass. four months ago, i fit into a 16...now, 11. *score* i kick the ass. however, getting them required taking pictures of them. and taking pictures of them required being...unclothed. IT'S NOT MY FAULT! HE TOLD ME TO! and it's not his fault, it's been three weeks. poor horny bastard. SEE NATALIE! I UPDATE! :) slay me

[30 Mar 2003|10:17pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | james taylor...*blushes* ] ok, today...i went to andrew's. our count is now up to 30. go us! we has some sex, obviously. and we snuggled. and he played this song, Iris, and it made me cry. because he loves me so much. and i love him so much back. he's in this place inside of me, that no one is supposed to be in. and it's weird, having people there...because i don't mind. but, then i cried, because he played the armageddon song, and it made me happy and sad, all at the saaame time. it reminded me of dad. and then i got home...did homework...then i talked to andrew on the phone again. FUN FUN! anyway, i had an andrew filled day. it was fun. i love him so very much. WOO! slay me

bah [30 Mar 2003|02:06pm] [ mood | lonely ] i think i should call andrew. i need him to be here for me. just to sit with me. since it hurts. anyway andrew is such a sweety. he bought me this cute little stuffed animal. he remembered that i said i wanted a huskey when i grew up. so he got me a huskey stuffed animal. it was so cute. he's so sweet. oh lord. i think i'll call him. i think i'll beg him to come over. i think he'll want to. and i think he will. slay me

SAPPSTERISM! [29 Mar 2003|01:18am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | myself singing the song...however i suck at singing...a lot ] "We got home too late for us to go out, and they won't get away from the fucking phone. I want to hear your voice. I want to tell you goodbye before they cart me off. I want to tell you I love you before I leave. And more than anything I want to hold you." THAT ONE MADE ME CRY! it breaks my heart to know he was sad about it...i don't ever want him to hurt. but, the fact that he would want and say all those things heals me right back up again. it's great. "I love you. Today is our 4 month anniversary. That...says a lot, if you ask me. And I love you more everyday. How unquestionably great is that? I'm just sorry I'm halfway across Nebraska instead of hold you tight right now." that one made me tear up too. i love him more everyday as well. it's weird. it's like...i don't know. i cease to allow myself to jump the gun. i just...i could grow old with this man. i could grow old and never tire of his insanity. never of his sweetness. never of any part of him. i don't know. i just...i love him so much it's insane. so! sorry, just felt like being happy about it. so, the count is now 27 . i hate odd numbers. and i'll hate the thirties too...oh god i'm insane. we took a shower. just sat and talked. it was fun. then we sat in the chair, and i had a headache. ohh! and we got runza! oh yes, i gnawed on him. it looks like he's got herpes of the shoulderblade. either that or ringworm. crazed. song time...sappy, i know, but the FUCK if i care... "Truly Madly Deeply" I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah [chorus:] I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bath with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven Then make you want to cry The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of The highest powers In lonely hours The tears devour you [chorus:] I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bath with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'Cause it's standing right here before you All that you need with surely come I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do [chorus:] I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bath with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to live like this forever Until the sky falls down on me slay me

[28 Mar 2003|03:17pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | some radio downstairs ] i am impatient... 6 dusted|slay me

[26 Mar 2003|12:27pm] i'm bored to tears. BLOODY TEARS! goddam it alllllll. slay me

hi [25 Mar 2003|10:19pm] hola everyone. this is rhea. i am bored. i wanted a livejournal. SO HERE YA GO SEXY BEASTS! special thanks to pulsegenerator for the LJ code! ERIC ROCKS MY SOCKIES! I LOVE YOU! 7 dusted|slay me

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